Prom turned out better than I thought it would be. I wasn’t excited for it like everyone else, but I enjoyed it. I’m glad I went; it was a great way to end senior year!
But I guess I partied to hard, because I’m so sick right now. [LOL jk. I ain’t about that life]. I feel like I am about to die. Being light headed with a headache, a sore throat, and a fever is not fun. Is this what a hangover feels like? XD
haven’t been feeling like my normal self lately. i’ve been in a bad mood, always tired, and never wanting to do anything except go home.
but it doesn’t look like there is anything wrong with me on the outside, but i feel it.
watch me be diagnosed with depression or bipolar disorder… i swear that is what’s happening to me. ugh! maybe its because my lifestyle isn’t as healthy as before. I’ve been taking a lot of naps lately and due to my wrist issue I have been playing tennis less and less.
Btw, i don’t know what is up with my wrist. like it would hurt then it won’t. I am pretty sure nothing is wrong with it, but i get random pains. I don’t want to see a doctor because last time it was a waist of a $90 x ray to see nothing was wrong.
But what if I do have a condition in which I can’t play any more? omg just the thought pf it makes me cry. not being able to play tennis… ever… the idea just kills me.
Just recently finished On Call 36小时 with my mom. I gotta say, we had a lot of mother-daughter bonding time while watching this drama XD.
But what I really want to say is that after watching this drama I really want to pursue the medical path and become a doctor. Most people [Asains], become doctors for the pay, but that’s not my reason. I want to help people. I want to be like the doctors in On Call, even though it is a drama.
got my prom dress in the mail today and I’m so disappointed.
first of, the dress didn’t fit me. I must have gained weight over the shipping time [which was a month]. ugh, i’m so fat.
but ima make myself feel better by saying i just gained muscle from all the tennis.
second, the dress isn’t as nice as I wanted it to be. Its kinda sorta puffy, which makes me look fatter than I already am. D:
i need to loose weight D: , or rather, just slim down. I’m really husky and have a lot of muscle in my arms and legs. Plus, I am short, so my husky legs and arms make me look fat D: