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I feel like I’m being stranggled by the neck. This fucking sore throat!. Kill me. I feel soo horrible. I feel like ima dieee. But battling this with some chicken noodle soup, hot lemon-honey water, and lots and lots of water [while watching prince of tennis XD ]
trying not to have this sore throat during graduation! this is what I get for having too much fun at prom.
Prom turned out better than I thought it would be. I wasn’t excited for it like everyone else, but I enjoyed it. I’m glad I went; it was a great way to end senior year!
But I guess I partied to hard, because I’m so sick right now. [LOL jk. I ain’t about that life]. I feel like I am about to die. Being light headed with a headache, a sore throat, and a fever is not fun. Is this what a hangover feels like? XD
06/11/13 - Senior Varsity Luncheon.
I just want to say that I am so honored that I was presented with this award. I feel as though my dedication and love for tennis has reached its climax. And this trophy is the proof of that. I am so thankful for my friends on this team. They all believed I would win this award, where I kept denying it thinking the award will go to one of the co-captains. What touched me the most was after I got the award one of my friends said to me “I knew you would get it. You seemed more of a captain than all 3 of the co-captains. You were always on the courts working your ass off, wayyy more than the actual capatins were. You deserve it, and deserve to be recognized.” Although I didn’t seem too happy to recieve the award. I really am touched and thankful.
I love tennis. I love this team. We will always remain as one. CHS Girls Varsity Tennis 272 ♥
Now one step closer to graduation and that college life!
haven’t been feeling like my normal self lately. i’ve been in a bad mood, always tired, and never wanting to do anything except go home.
but it doesn’t look like there is anything wrong with me on the outside, but i feel it.
watch me be diagnosed with depression or bipolar disorder… i swear that is what’s happening to me. ugh! maybe its because my lifestyle isn’t as healthy as before. I’ve been taking a lot of naps lately and due to my wrist issue I have been playing tennis less and less.
Btw, i don’t know what is up with my wrist. like it would hurt then it won’t. I am pretty sure nothing is wrong with it, but i get random pains. I don’t want to see a doctor because last time it was a waist of a $90 x ray to see nothing was wrong.
But what if I do have a condition in which I can’t play any more? omg just the thought pf it makes me cry. not being able to play tennis… ever… the idea just kills me.
Just recently finished On Call 36小时 with my mom. I gotta say, we had a lot of mother-daughter bonding time while watching this drama XD.
But what I really want to say is that after watching this drama I really want to pursue the medical path and become a doctor. Most people [Asains], become doctors for the pay, but that’s not my reason. I want to help people. I want to be like the doctors in On Call, even though it is a drama.
got my prom dress in the mail today and I’m so disappointed.
first of, the dress didn’t fit me. I must have gained weight over the shipping time [which was a month]. ugh, i’m so fat. but ima make myself feel better by saying i just gained muscle from all the tennis.
second, the dress isn’t as nice as I wanted it to be. Its kinda sorta puffy, which makes me look fatter than I already am. D:
i need to loose weight D: , or rather, just slim down. I’m really husky and have a lot of muscle in my arms and legs. Plus, I am short, so my husky legs and arms make me look fat D:
